A friend of mine read this book and called it a cry for help. He called it disturbing. Filth. Really the book is about how different people deal with grief differently. Pain can cause some to go crazy. It causes others to write. Some will medicate. A few will murder. 7,000 words is all you'll find here, but maybe you'll find more than that. Who knows? I'm not an author. I'm an alcoholic, PTSD infested, social anxiety sufferer that likes to write.