You never forget your first love. No matter how hard you try. Darren Hayes, her once-best friend, has been gone longer than Melody Boyer, can remember. Well, that's a lie. He's been gone four years, eleven months, three weeks and two days. Since Christmas Eve: the night they took their friendship to the next level. He rocked her world and made all her fantasies come true only to leave her behind in Hudson Heights to see the world through his lens. And now he's back, Mr. famous photographer walking into town like he didn't destroy her world years ago. Showing up on her doorstep asking for forgiveness and a chance to be friends again. But friends don't kiss like he kisses her goodbye… and when he proposes they become friends with benefits and see what develops, Melody can't help but wonder what the negatives are. Can she agree to these terms and have the best sex of her life anytime she wants, no strings attached? Or will Darren capture her heart only to break it all over again? If you like over-the-top romance with a hint of Christmas and some tantalizing sexy times in between, then this delicious treat is for you.