
๐๐๐๐๐ I was his therapist. Now Iโm his husband and Iโm documenting my own descent into darkness through secret journals that blur clinical observation with obsessive love letters. I understand Noahโs psychopathy with clinical precision, like the absence of empathy and calculated manipulation. But understanding him and belonging to him are entirely different things. As we travel the world, Iโve stopped observing him from a distance. Instead, Iโm drowning in his possession, and Iโm reveling in every moment. I know what he does to keep me in his hold. Others would run, but Iโm falling deeper, observing him with sensual fascination. ๐ ๐๐จ๐งโ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ฏ๐๐. ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐๐๐ซ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ฒ. ๐๐๐๐ Chase is mine. Completely. Anyone who threatens that exclusive claim simply ceases to exist. I donโt feel love the way others do, but I do feel ownership. My life is all about keeping him, controlling him, marking him as mine in whatever way I can. Once he was my therapist, but now heโs my possession. I know he watches me more intensely since we started travelling, his curiosity of what he has ignored so far, the real me. But when we return to New York to help the Kozlov family, it opens a bigger world for us. Darkness becomes his new light. ๐๐ก๐๐ฌ๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐จ๐๐ฌ๐๐ซ๐ฏ๐๐ซ. ๐๐โ๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐๐ฉ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐.