She used to keep the darkness away but now that she's gone, I'm losing control. I try to be good. I don't want to be this monster. I am Santa, I am Santa, I am Santa. I keep telling myself this to help keep my head straight, but those dark urges keep trying to take over. I know what's missing. This missing piece of the Christmas puzzle is her. Mrs. Claus. I have to find her this year. If I don't find her soon, I'm scared the darkness will surely win. 18+ Warning! This book is not for the sensitive reader. This story has flesh eating reindeer and a knife wielding Santa whose looking for love. If you don't like blood, gore, or campy Christmas horror jokes, this is not the book for you. You have been warned!