I was pissed off that Sasha managed to replace me so quickly, nevertheless, I realise that I have bigger fish to fry. Victoria, a twisted lover from my past, is blackmailing me, there is a lot of drink and drugs involved and I’m not sure what I have done this time. Despite bitter anger and gloomy despondency I can’t forget about Sasha. I want her in my bed again, which means that I have to get closer to her. Closer than I have ever been with any other woman. I always get what I want in the end, but this will take some work. But............ will she be able to handle the psychological demons that control my being? The demons that warp my mind, batter my body and are slowly destroying my soul. The demons that I, myself, loathe and fear with a passion.