Peedie William gives a stunning account of his life after leaving his abusive family home at the age of 21. Finding life difficult to cope with because of his mental illness, he turns to drugs and alcohol and drifts through life never being able to cope with reality. Moving from place to place trying to find sanctuary from the mental and physical abuse still etched in his mind. He tries to rid himself of the vivid flashbacks he has suffered since he was a boy, and to finally eradicate the turmoil and dark depression he has been forced to live with most of his life.