She’s the girl next door. One of our best friends. We all want her, but none of us can have her. I’ve spent the past sixteen years looking out for her, protecting her from all the dangers of the world. A shoulder to cry on when her friends were mean. Fists when people threatened her. But somewhere along the way, feelings changed, intensified. Now she’s who I dream of when I close my eyes. She’s the yardstick I use to measure all other women and men. She’s who I want… But I can’t have her. Neither can my two best friends and bedmates. It would be all kinds of wrong. It’s why she won’t ever know. It doesn’t matter how deranged it makes us feel to watch her with other guys. She’ll get to experience life, to grow up and do all the things that we got to do at her age. Even if it kills us. I’m Jason. And along with my buddies Peter and Jarrod, this is our story.

She was my darkest dream and now she lived next door. There was nothing to stop us from being together except… For years she took care of us, picking up for the loss of Mom Evans. Cooking and cleaning for my friends while sending me care packages. Most of all, she offered a shoulder for us to lean on. It wasn’t required or demanded of her. She did it out of her own sense compassion and care. I never told her how much it meant to me. The routine, the order that she gave us—me—these were things I craved. In it I found my safety and security. Living away allowed me to keep my feelings in check. But now, after seeing her day after day, being in her presence, watching how the world around her treated her, I found it hard to ignore what my heart told me. But when Peter made a public declaration, it threw my world into chaos. Katy. Peter. And even Jason. What was I to do? My disorderly life was making me crazy. And yet somehow, I didn’t want to be anywhere else. Author’s This is the second book in the Bad Boys of Voyageur Bay series. It’s a gritty, taboo, MMMF story that challenges our beliefs on love. It is best to start the story of Jason, Peter, Jarrod, and Katy at the beginning with Deranged.