Joy I had to escape the family I helped create. Even though I helped create the family, I am not really a part of it. They forgot to tell me being a surrogate to two children would leave a gaping whole in my heart. My mind knows the children aren't mine but my heart hasn't gotten the memo yet. I came to Oklahoma for a fresh start and I have sworn off bikers, too much trouble. My heart is in pieces and I don't think I can survive another break. Hacksaw As VP of the Feral Steel MC I have worked hard to help put our club back on the right path. We will hand out club justice to our enemies but our reputation is to be fair and on the right side of the law. I love my club brothers and family but lately I have longed for more. More women, more alcohol, and more open road. I live my life free and hard. Then Joy walks into my life. Just when I have found the woman I can see keeping, trouble comes a calling. This time it looks like it is the Beginning of the Reckoning. ***Warning*** This ebook has adult situations meant for adults 18+. This book is part of a series. It may be best to read both Beginning of the Inevitable and Beginning to Breathe Again first to grasp all the characters.