They called him Big for more than one reason. Big I had everything I could want in life. My own career, a house with property, and respect in my community. But what I didn’t have was her. Landry. Owner of the town’s cleaning service. For five long years, I’d pined after her. I watched her from afar, thought only about her, hell, fantasized about Landry when I was alone. And for five years, I’d stayed celibate, because Landry was the only woman I wanted in my life in every way. My self-control when it came to her should have won me a medal, but that tightly reined in desire had slipped and I was done holding myself back. So I told her I needed her help—her talents in making my place livable. What she didn’t know was it was just to get her to my place, to tell her, show her she was always meant to be mine. Landry When I realized it was Big who wanted my services, I didn’t know if I could go through with it. I loved him, had for years, but I was inexperienced in all things romantic, so being honest and just telling him how I felt wasn’t an option.
But when I found myself in his home… with him watching me, I knew I’d fail miserably at trying to act like I didn’t want him. And when things come on hard and fast, I know there’s no going back. I’m about to give Big every part of myself, including my virginity, but then again, I know that’s what he wants. Me, in his life, as his. Forever.