**Should I stay or should I go?**Ethan came back into my life like a hurricane -destroying everything I build my life to be. In one callous seven word note he wreaked havoc on my life and my emotional and mental stability. I thought what we had was real, and he convinced me he was in this for the long haul. Only I'm the one who ended up on the shower floor torn to pieces while he skipped back off to his happy life in California.Now... I'm hurt... I'm angry... I'm f*cking bitter and I demand answers.This time it will be me who pops into his life unexpectedly. I will corner him when he's the most vulnerable and demand the answers I deserve.And well... if a little 'get even thing' happens for me against him, then I guess it was in our destiny after all.He doesn't get to do this to me anymore.He doesn't get to control me anymore.I'm the boss now and he's going to face me whether he wants to or not... Trigger WarningsTHIS BOOK IS RATED FOR 18 PLUS AND CONTAINS THE LanguageSexual Abuse MentionedSuicidal Thoughts MentionedDrug and Alcohol Use MentionedAddiction MentionedPhysical Abuse by Parent MentionedAdult sexual scenes featuring male dominance.Unprotected Sex ScenesMental Illness such Depression, Anxiety, Obsessive Compulsive Infatuation Disorder (OCID), Suicidal Thoughts and/or attempts.Emotional Abuse / GaslightingCliffhanger Ending