We used to be friends. I even thought that we could be more than friends, until the unthinkable happened. Now he sees me as his enemy and hates the very sight of me. I wish that I could hate him back, but I can't. He's not the guy I fell in love with. He's hardened and angry, but he's still the only one who makes me feel this much. I've coped by shutting off my emotions, and the final step is to shut him out of my mind and my heart. I am ready to break his hold on me, but he refuses to let go. Hating me is no longer enough for him, and I'm afraid that he'll destroy me.