He gave her his loyalty. His love. His only soft spot left. She gave her body to the one man he’d die for. Jaylen is spiraling. The girl he built his world around, Alisha, just shattered it with one betrayal that cuts deeper than a bullet she slept with his mentor, his brother, the man who gave him his first gun and helped him hide his first body, A.O.. Now, everything sacred feels dirty. Every memory of her burns, but he still can’t let her go. She was his first taste of love, of loyalty, of pure pleasure. The first woman he ever waited for. The only one he ever truly wanted. As Alisha tries to earn his forgiveness, Jaylen begins to unravel. Flashbacks of their first moments, her shyness, their stolen touches, the night she gave herself to him, haunt him as he tries to keep his grip on reality. And in between those memories, the past catches his mother’s murder, his first kill, the blood-soaked brotherhood that made him into the feared enforcer he is today. Now Jaylen is faced with an impossible Let go of the woman who broke him… Or take down the man who made him.