Skylar Getting away from the wreckage of my past should have been the best thing for me. I believed there was something bigger and better out there. I believed I could whole-heartedly love again. Finding someone who didn't even have a fraction of a heart to give never crossed my mind. He infuriates, consumes and devastates me. I wish I did the same for him, because I can't bring myself to walk away. Grayson One bad decision changed my life. Minutes, seconds, they culminated into the worst thing that's ever happened to me. For years I've been trying to drown the pain and guilt. Now there's light, beauty, and hope. This shouldn't be mine. She's made me want it; crave it. But the pills in my pocket are the strongest part of me. They always will be. \Due to the content and nature of the book it is not intended for readers under the age of 18\