Jordan is a twenty-four-year-old alcoholic, whose journey has not been easy. Between isolation from her family and the physical and mental torture brought on by her ex-boyfriend Nathan, she knows he isn’t the same person she fell in love with years ago. When she discovers that she is pregnant, she cannot fathom how she can make it through. As she is continually tormented, she asks herself if she can heal from the past as it spills into the present, or end it all, so she doesn’t feel pain anymore? This book contains graphic scenes and subject matter. “A beautifully raw and uncensored looking glass into the world of physical and emotional abuse as told by a true survivor.” -Cory Pinkerman “Wonderful book! In my opinion, even from the very start, it grabs you and you’re insanely invested!” - Alyssa Karney