I thought I was happy with my long-term boyfriend of 12 years. He proposed and I thought we had everything I'd ever want. Until the wedding date kept getting farther and farther away and I realized that everything I thought we had turned out to be everything he ever wanted. Somewhere along the way, I lost myself. When our wedding date gets pushed back yet again, I'm forced to come to terms with the fact that our relationship hasn't been a happy one in a long time, and that I need to break it off if I want to figure out what makes me happy.Girls' night out leads me to them. Three men that storm into my life and make me feel again. Three men that have an unconventional agreement, a lifestyle that turns out to be exactly what I need. For the first time in years, I'm smiling and laughing, and I think I might even be in love. Can I push past society's norms to allow myself to find true happiness? Is it possible to fall in love so quickly?Getting Back Me is a contemporary reverse harem novel with mature themes. m/m interaction, explicit sexual scenes, not appropriate for those under 18.