You died in April 1965, a month before your fifth birthday. You were probably dead long before Mum downed her third gin with Porky Rawlings. Seven year old Susan is alone with her younger brother when he dies of an overdose. The Guilt informs the rest of her life. When it threatens to destroy not only her but her relationship with her new baby,she must revisit the past to find the truth. What she discovers is as horrifying as it is magical.