Ten years as a Navy SEAL followed by five years in prison... It feels like my entire adult existence has been controlled and dictated. I made my choices and accepted the consequences. I’ve done a lot of horrible things in my lifetime. Things that wake me up in the middle of the night screaming and in a cold sweat. Perhaps prison was where I deserved to be. But she doesn’t think so... I’ve never met her face-to-face, but she’s my shining light. Just months before my release, she’s granted a conjugal visit. What was meant to be a physical release and a private moment to plan our lives together turned into a shock I never saw coming, which forces me to decide between the man I was and man I am aiming to be.