When I sat before my husband, ready to spill my darkest secret, I had no way of knowing where the conversation would lead. How do you tell the man you love that you fantasize and long for the touch of other men? I needed to be honest with him before I did something I might regret. He needed to know, for better or worse. I wanted him to share me. I wanted to become a hotwife . . . And then our secrets were revealed, and a new life opened up before me. But, how long would I have to wait to take the plunge? Little did I know that a huge, sexy, beast of a man was soon to move in next door . . . Would he become my first? The man to break me in? The one to show me the pleasures of becoming a shared wife? Only time would tell . . .