alternate cover edition for B00JJ30VEY If Only I had... Decisions frame our lives. Some decisions change our lives forever. Enter the world of Denver and Kyla... A barn party gone wrong. A night to remember, shattered. An argument, The wrong decision. Meant-to-be lovers torn apart. Forever? If Only I had.... Part one of a powerful new contemporary mystery saga, with the passion of GHOST. (Warning: Contains Mature YA content and language, not suitable for younger readers.)

With Denver’s fate hanging in the balance, Kyla Cooper can’t believe things could get worse, until Aubrey Martin comes forward with a shocking confession that turns both their worlds upside down. Reeling from Aubrey’s cutting words, Kyla must return to school where she is confronted by whispers of criticism. Ostracized by friends and gossiped about by others, Kyla refuses to believe Aubrey’s testimony and is determined to find out the truth about what happened to Denver that night. If only Denver could talk to her. If only he could communicate. Maybe she could solve the mystery around what's happened. And resurrect the truth. Armed with her love for Denver, the latest research, and the powers of her telepathic gift, Kyla sets out on a mission to reconnect with Denver, in order to unravel Aubrey’s lies. But will Kyla be able to reach Denver before it’s too late? IF ONLY he hadn’t… An edgy teen, coming-of-age love story, with a hint of mystery and a splash of paranormal, in the spirit of the movie classic, Ghost.

There seems to be no end to Aubrey Martin’s evil streak. Her To create a living-hell-on-earth for poor Kyla as she desperately fights to stay focused on Denver, and her mission to find a way to connect with him. The closer Kyla gets to success, the more nervous Aubrey gets. What does Aubrey know that she’s not telling? With the help of new friend, turned ally, Nick Mistele, Kyla continues to probe for the truth about what happened to Denver the night of the barn party. When Shifter shows up on her doorstep one night with evidence that Aubrey might be telling the truth, Kyla’s blood runs cold. Has everything she’s ever known about Denver been a lie? Was their relationship nothing but a joke? There’s only one way to find the answers. Only one person who knows. Somehow, Kyla must to find a way to communicate with Denver. If she is ever to find out the truth.