They made me who I am... Since I was a child the darkness has called to me, not just the darkness of night but the things that go bump in it. But now I am a thing that goes bump too. I am the thing they whisper about and hope they never see. I am not the boogeyman... I won't hide under your bed or in the closet. HAHAHAHA No... You won't see me coming but you'll feel me there. Her darkness matches mine. I'm not sure why. Unused feelings turn in my gut stirring the cold, dark, shadows in my chest. But the shadows are where I belong, it's where I need to stay. It's where I hide my bodies. Will she be one of them? **This book contains material only appropriate for those 18 years of age or older. This book discusses mental health disorders and dark subject matter. This book contains profanity, explicit sex scenes, as well as various kinks including knife, blood, breath play, and other bodily fluid play. Degradation and praise are common themes in some of these scenes. This book will not be for everyone, it is dark, it is gritty, and it is based in trauma. If any of this sounds like it might not be for you, then please turn back now. Welcome to my madness!!**