Exclusive to Kindle - Read it FREE with Kindle Unlimited or Prime Note: This book contains mature content and is only suitable for readers 18 and over Devastated by her sister's death, Lucy heads to the city to complete the list her sister never got to finish. It's not like she has a choice. She made a deathbed promise to her sister that she'd finish it - even if it killed her. Little does Lucy realize it just might! Spencer was in the middle of a dangerous operation when Lucy literally walked straight into the middle of it, without warning. Fearing for her life if the people watching him realize that he knows her, Spencer's only possible plan of action is to act as though he doesn't know her. Lucy could hardly believe it when she saw her unrequitted love sitting at an outdoor cafe. She hadn't seen Spencer in years. Not since the summer she turned eighteen - the summer that had been both the best, and the worst, time of her life. It had been Spencer who got her through it. He'd been her best friend and savior. With the list burning a hole in her pocket, it crosses her mind that there's something on it that he could help her out with. Who better than the man she'd spent her teenage years infatuated with, imagining exactly that! When Spencer acts as though he doesn't know her, Lucy is hurt, and lets him know it. After everything they had been through she can't believe he's acting this way. Spencer knows he's hurting Lucy, but he has no other choice. Lives depend on it. He tells her to leave, before it's too late. Lucy was the only woman he'd ever loved, and he would never forgive himself if anything happened to her. He'd never acted on his feelings, wanting to protect her from the darker side of his life. But just knowing she was out there had been enough to get him through some of the darkest hours of his life. By the time Lucy realizes something is not right, it's already too late. Next thing she knows, she's on the run for her life with Spencer as their past and future collides. This book is the first in a series that is designed to be read in order. Publishing schedule Book 2 : Available now (free to borrow with kindle unlimited and prime) Book 3 : Coming soon All books in this series will be available through kindle unlimited