Razer Willis is used to being exploited. Forced to work as a model after losing a high paying marketing job, he’s close to being broke and homeless. Still, no matter how desperate his situation, he refuses to succumb to being yet another boy toy. After rejecting sex with a man who can make or break him, the incident brings back hurtful memories from his past. He buries himself in his painting attempting to find some peace. His lover and best friend is the only person who knows the secret from his past and is determined to drag him out of his personal hell. At the expense of their relationship, his best friend gives him an unusual gift. Membership into an elite club that brings men together for business and pleasure and the contract is for life. Male Order is discrete, on the up and up and screens applicants carefully. Trenton Masters holds ugly secrets of his own. In the same position as Razer, a comforting but loveless relationship, his man gives Trenton the same gift. After Razer and Trenton are paired by the owner of Male Order, they quickly embark into a passionate relationship exploring domination and submission. Unfortunately, their damaging pasts haunt them both, terrors so intense they both fear insanity. Events force Razer and Trenton into facing reality and finally discussing their pasts. Even though they both feel betrayed, there is something else pulsing just under the surface—real love. As their respective pasts slam into their comfortable lives, can two men forgive the monsters that had dragged them into hell or lose the only means of salvation? Are they strong enough to admit their love and give themselves a chance to heal? Are they able to let their love conquer the darkness and be happy?