I shouldn't... he's my best friend's BROTHER... When you're a gay, nerdy, virgin, African American 18-year-old high school senior and math tutor, finding love isn't easy. For years, I've kept my feelings hidden, but everything changed the night I went to tutor my best friend, Brent. I didn't expect to be drawn to Matthew, Brent's older brother, so intensely. At 25, Matthew is a young professional with a muscular body from his college athlete days. His warm smile and kind blue eyes sent my heart racing. When he came in shirtless after playing basketball, sweat glistening on his toned body, chiseled chest, and muscled legs, I could barely form coherent sentences. Things got intense when Matthew touched my shoulder, his hand lingering longer than necessary. Our eyes met, and a jolt of electricity passed between us. My mind raced. Was he interested in me? Was he just being friendly? Should I lean into his touch? The situation escalated when I had to piss and the only working bathroom was the one where Matthew was taking a shower. Now I have a choice to make. Do I hold it and go home, or do I take a risk and use the only available shower the one that Matthew is showering in? Find out what Kevin does in this steamy, hot, mm short romance.