Life is full of variables. We crave control, but in reality, we have very little. Hadley left home with a plan to get the full college experience. After losing her mother, she lost a part of herself and she doesn’t have room for attachments. Scarred from her past, Hadley just wants her life to be normal. She wants to have fun and forget the past that she’s leaving behind. But life doesn’t go as planned and when she meets Ander, everything changes. Ander lives his life going from one high to the next. He’s a bad boy with haunting blue eyes and a history of making terrible decisions. He was never part of her plan, but neither of them can deny what is happening between them. What starts out as fun begins to develop into something much darker and toxic. Their love is explosive, but Ander is an addict who is quickly spiraling out of control. And nothing will stop him from taking her down with him. Ander is the one variable in her life that she will never control. And they are destined for destruction.