He’s been searching for someone just like her for a long time. Her brutality intrigues him, her candor enraptures him and her disregard for the life she’s been given maddens him.He needs her clean, sober and clear headed, because the bargain he’s got for her, if she takes it, there is no going back.She wants to live, but the pain of life, the memory, is too much to handle. She sells her body, she gets her fix. Routine. Numbing. She gave up caring and wanting something better ages ago.A change meeting with a special John is going to give her everything she’s ever secretly wanted. If she has the nerve to accept what he is offering.