Estelle Caldwell caused a war with her birth. Estelle Caldwell has friends, family...everything a girl could ask for. But as she looks back on her life andher birthday approaches, weird things start to happen. Questions are left unanswered. Her feelings are starting to become clear for the one she's been in love with her whole life. People she knows start to become strangers to her. She has to leave to protect them... to protect... him. pneu·ma ˈn(y)o͞omə/ noun the vital spirit, soul, or creative force of a person. Do you know what it feels like to hold fate in your hand? Was it fate that my whole life got turned upside down? He was the reason I had to leave. Making the sacrifice caused my heart to rip in two. I wanted normalcy. I wanted my life to be my own. But it's nothing without the people I love, and it's for the people I love that I have to leave. Fate. Please be kind. Will he still remember me? Will our first and last kiss be one and the same? Please remember. Please be with me. Family is tested. Memories are everywhere. Love is one of the biggest reliefs and hurts you can have at the same time.