When you're seventeen, you think you are on top of the world. Or at least that's how I felt. Until the 18th birthday party my bestie threw me. It was a party for the ages. Her folks left us the whole house to use and even hired a bartender! Everything changed after that night though. A few too many drinks and a trip to get more left me alone with him. I wish what happened didn’t happen, but I was weak and couldn’t stop him. Then he did something no one expected. Now there will be no more sleepovers, my friends are gone or I am and I’m no longer living? Is that right? I’m not alive? Well, this can’t be good. What exactly did he do to me? ****This story contains a trigger warning!!! There are many forms of abuse and rape in this book! Not suitable for under age of 18!******