For more than two decades it's been me and the guys - Dean, Lance, and Mason. We have grown up together, graduated high school and college together, own a thriving tech company, and we still find the time to meet with our friends for a weekly game of football. I've always been one of the guys. After a friend offers a different perspective on our relationship, it opens my eyes to the reality that I am not just the girl they grew up with. There is nothing that can stop us from being together. Not even a viral scandal. Just when we think things have finally settled down, my past trauma resurfaces. The monster I met in the cabin so long ago is older and more sophisticated in the way that he tries to break me down. Will I ever be truly free of him and his depraved fantasies or will he convince everyone that he's saving me from myself? This is a DARK reverse harem romance novel with heavy triggers. Reader discretion is highly advised. You can find a list of triggers on my website