Music brought them together, But it just might tear them apart. Leaving New York. It was the best decision I ever made. Packing up and moving to the other side of the world changed me. I turned a new page, leaving the past behind. Amsterdam felt like home—for a while. But I was still stuck. Unable to move forward. Then, Lou Rivers showed up, Instantly, I felt my life shift again. A constant reminder of the life I once had, The mistakes I left behind. He's the musician I dreamed of being... If I were stronger, bolder, braver. But I wasn’t. He taught me how to love music again, And for the first time, I feel like I know what to do. But how can I? How can I become myself without giving up on us?

Strong and independent, Wrong for each other in every way. But the heat, the passion, the pull. Undeniable. Irresistible. When we were together, The chaos turned to desire, Need. Bliss. I was his. He was mine. For the time-being. Different countries. Different worlds. Just sex. No strings attached. That's how Boyd Rivers wanted it. And exactly how I liked it. But sometimes, fate has other plans... Can it really be not about love?