MADISON Maybe one day this crazy instinct that we’re supposed to be together, will mercifully disappear. The ridiculously popular man of my dreams has a lucky brunette pinned to a wall. The way Nicholas Cocker kisses isn’t like anyone else. You don’t have to be the recipient of his attention to know he is skilled. Screw the cover fee for alcohol. Billy should charge a ticket for this show. What would it be like to be kissed by him? Fluidly held by his fingers? Like some prize-winning salsa dancer is showing me his moves? He has no idea who I am...and yet for a year I've dreamt of meeting him.