He knew he was addicted. I thought it'd be smoking that killed me. Lola is more addictive than tobacco could hope to be. After feeling her warm body, touching her skin... even if it was an accident, I've given up. The monster inside of me is going to consume her. I'm too tired to fight it. And I honestly don't want to. She knew it was risking everything. Why is he trying to mess up my ONE opportunity at success? My very god damn existence? I can't handle this pull between us... a gravity that wants to knot our bodies together and leave me merged. Ruined. I thought Drezden cared about his band, that he wouldn't dare do anything that might break them—and me—apart. When did I become the one thing worth losing it all over? New Adult Rockstar Romance. This is the second installment of the Body Rock series. 25,000 words.