This book is a personal encounter lifestyle description with homosexuality by myself. Back then it was not an accepted lifestyle and I struggled to get peace, clarity and freedom as yet another human being. My dad didn't approve of my choices and tried to help me by taking me to psychiatrists which ended nowhere at all as I had to make peace with lies and rejection. Eventually I had to lie to settle down with peace of mind only to please others. It drove me to search for unknown medicine or methods to become what others wanted me to be. I did found the six (6) week eye therapy described in my book and it did miracles for me.