She called me Satan the first time we met. When I found out she worked at the local bar we had dealings with, I became more interested in her. I made a deal with her boss to take her off his hands for a weekend. She agreed. Something happened that weekend, something that pushed her away. I wasn't ready to let her go. So I didn't. Her past causes drama for my club. They don't agree with what I'm about to do but I need her. More than I thought I did. And I refuse to let her go.

I had a life that I loved once. Then she took off. She left me and I had to find the strength to move on. I found my place with the SBMC. They became the family that I lost. Until she surprises me yet again. She shows back up and she isn't alone. This time she's brought a kid with her. She claims he's mine. I take her at her word but when I learn that she's in trouble, I know I need to keep her safe. The problem is, I'm falling for her again. My time on this earth is limited and I know it but I will die trying to keep them safe. Now I'm torn. Continue on the path that I started when she left? Or fight to keep my family together?

I'm the President of this chapter. You would think that I had my life together. I don't. I love my brothers and their families are my family. I had no right approaching her. She was a patched memebers sister. That didn't stop me. We kept it quiet for a while. Until I got tired of it. My feelings for her weren't to be hidden. I wanted her and I didn't care who knew it. But she was young and I couldn't ask her to put her life on hold for me. So, I let her go. Now I have to wait and see if she comes back to me. Or if her life has taken her somewhere else.

I transferred from another chapter to Miami. I needed a change and this was it. I fell into line with the rest of the guys here. The day I get shot is the day my life changes. Left at a local doctor's office to heal, I met her. She was different. She wasn't your normal type of girl. I could be myself with her...in the dark. In the light I was the monster I was named after. Except she didn't look at me the way everyone else did and I liked that. She's something I might want to keep but my instincts are to push her away. Now I'm struggling to find my path in life again. With or without her.