This is a collection of poetry and prose detailing the author's personal and emotional journey through navigating a faith crisis and stepping away from a high-demand religion. This book encompasses themes of grief, loss, doubt, self-healing, self-worth, inspiration, and motivation all through the lens of spirituality. The author wrote this poetry to process all of the emotions she was experiencing alone: The guilt of recognizing her relief as she stepped away from the church, the loss of her faith she once held dear, the remorse of knowing her loved ones would blame themselves, the elation of gaining new spirituality on her own terms, and all of the other intricate and heart-breaking realizations she had to come to terms with when she would inevitably 'stray' from her faith.