Sarah Simmons is tired of being alone. She longs for a lover who will ignite a fire inside of her and make her feel a way she has never felt before. She finds herself juggling two very attractive men as a way to escape her dad’s recent cancer diagnosis. But she knows she can’t have them both. She is torn between her childhood best friend and the sexy nurse on her dad’s medical team. Her sexual encounters numb the pain she feels, but only temporarily. Sarah takes these men on an adventure of pleasure, sorrow and tragedy. By the end of the journey, none of their lives will ever be the same.

After a few months of tragedy and heartache, Sarah Simmons is ready to embrace the next chapter in her life as summer turns to fall. Autumn promises a chance for change, and Sarah is hopeful she made the right decision in whom she married. But after calamity strikes again, she finds herself wondering if she married him for the wrong reasons. During an unexpected trip across the world, she is reunited with a familiar face which causes her to change her travel plans. That’s when she finds herself and the answers she had been searching for, but not until a startling turn of events brings her trip to a sudden end. She finds herself back home in Muncie, and the answer to whom her heart belongs to has never been clearer.