Through a collection of social media posts and personal diary entries, author Haddi Trebisovsky presents readers with an unfiltered look at a mother’s experience through stillbirth and the grief that follows. This is a story of loss, anger, depression, faith, and acceptance, though not always in that order. It's a journey through a deep valley of the human experience. The Ansel Diary will give readers a rare and intimate encounter that will surely spark reflection, empathy, a deeper understanding of loss, and ultimately - hope. “The Ansel Diary is about so much more than Ansel, yet it was because of his brief time on earth that this book was written. Haddi has made herself vulnerable and transparent; two qualities that seem to be ever-lacking in our society, especially when it comes to tragic loss. Ansel's diary will make you cry but also give you hope if you're walking your own journey of grief and loss. It will also give direction to anyone who wants to know more about how to come alongside others who are doing the hard work of healing.” - Donna Mathiowetz, Author of "What Have You Done Since I Left" and "A Journal for Your Journey" “The journey through grief is not easily described. There is no rule book and no time frame. It is different for every individual. Real healing is difficult, exhausting, and at times draining. It takes strength to truly be present within this process. Painting your own picture and paving your own path is powerful, and allowing others to be with you along the way will open your soul to an even deeper level of healing.” - Alina Meisner, MA, LMFT "As a labor and delivery nurse, The Ansel Diary has changed how I care for families experiencing loss. This book details the raw emotions and trauma experienced with loss, both during labor and birth, and the ripple effect it has on the family as a whole afterwards. Ansel’s story has widened my perspective and allowed me to offer my support and empathy, unique to each situation, in the time of need." - Mackenzie Clark, RN