When her life starts to lose any point, when her days are filled with fear, sadness, inability, and helplessness she chooses an unconventional medicine - a drug that will make her feel complete satisfaction and happiness, but any other feeling that does not include love, serenity and pleasure, will disappear forever … she will be human who can not cry or be afraid, she will be a woman without compassion, she will not know what fear or pain is.