The memory pieces of the feelings being lost, absence, suffering and insecurity, of the boys facing their fate. Would I be able to straighten out the errors and mistakes and save all of us? I didn't grasp the depth and weight of this question. It was true that I desperately wanted to save all of us. No one deserves to die, to despair, to be suppressed, and be despised. On top of that, they were my friends. We might've had our flaws and scars and have been twisted up and distorted. We might've been nobodies. But we were alive. We had days to live, plans to follow, and dreams to fulfill. At first, I didn't think much of it. I thought it'd all depend on how much effort I put in after I figured out who I needed to save and from what. That was what I'd thought. I believed I could solve it all by persuading them and changing things. I was that simple and naïve. But it was no more than an attempt to save my own skin. After a series of trials and errors, I had a realization. It wasn't so simple to save the others. SeokJin 2 May Year 22

Amidst despair from errors and mistakes and a little bit of hope, the journey to find the map of the soul begins. Perhaps it was inevitable that we return to this place. Everything about us began here. I realized the meaning of being together and the joy of laughing together. Here remains like a gaping wound my first mistake, my first error that I could never admit with my own lips. Everything up to now couldn't have been coincidence. It was inevitable that I'd arrive here. Only then could I discover my errors and mistakes, and the meaning of the pain and anguish thus caused, and finally take the first step in the search for the map of my soul. SeokJin 3 August Year 22