I stood on the chair carefully after I had tied the ropes to the ceiling fan and made sure the noose was wide enough to fit my head. This world has let me down in every possible awful way, and everyone I met... They all killed me inside. I am no longer feeling alive. I am just a pathetic soul stuck in a weak body. I am nothing more than a freak. Even my own family gave up on me. Diana is at the verge of committing suicide when she feels everything around her is pushing her to leave this harsh life. But what's going to happen when someone unintentionally saves her? “Three,” my family members, those I have failed to forget despite everything that has happened. “Two,” the lucky number Jay and I shared. “One,” one last kiss please, Jonah. And then I shut my eyes where I got lost again in my scariest place; darkness.