Vanessa Drommer thinks she has it two beautiful children, a hard-working, successful husband, a great house, and a job she still loves as the librarian at Willow Lake Middle School. Life is good. That is, until life as she knows it comes crumbling down. Betrayal is all she is left with until she finds the journal that changes everything. Affairs, grief, and self-discovery ignite a fire in Vanessa that has been smothered for too long. The fire burns too bright for her to let it go out again. She learned to be a good wife. She knew how to be a good mother. But, can she learn to become that confident woman she longs to be?