Ryan doesn't know how much his body is worth, how much money changes hands before John brings a new man to the door of whatever ramshackle motel they call home at the moment. Ryan belongs to John, and doesn't remember a time when he didn't. He doesn't like sex, not with John, not with John's... visitors, but he understands what he is for, understands that he is there so that John's two sons, Dean and Matty, are not. Ryan would do anything for Dean, who is kind to him, and takes care of him after the men, when he is broken, as he sometimes is when they are finished. Strong, brooding and hardened by his father's lifestyle, Dean is nearly a man himself, and Ryan knows it's only a matter of time before he gets out, gets away from John and moves on to live a life away from the shame and guilt they all carry. He can only hope that when Dean goes, he will take Ryan with him, and it is only the dream of a life together that gets Ryan through dark nights in the motel. Unfortunately, getting away from John doesn't take them away from the guilt and shame of the past, or the dark desires that have grown between them in John's world of pain and abuse. This Wound You Want is not a conventional love story, and love isn't always kind. Unfolding over 15 years, Dean and Ryan must find a way to overcome the emotional scars of the past and claim a love that burns bright in the present. Author's Note: This fic includes adult themes, bdsm, prostitution, dubious consent, implied (off page) sibling incest and sexual violence.