In this autobiographical journal, an intimate diary with a lively and uninhibited style, Alizé opens up without any filter and allows us to discover, through this real work of introspection, what goes on in the head of a high-level sportswoman. From her greatest victories to her deepest failures, from her constant questioning to her personal evolution via meditation, the reader will discover a young woman who is endearing, passionate, with a neurotic rigor and a strong character. An atypical journey behind the scenes of professional tennis through her anecdotes and insights on this extraordinary lifestyle. An uncompromising, touching and inspiring confession.