One month before Twice The Hands To Hold takes off. It's been nearly two decades of playing at being an adult, and Jake still isn't sure he has it down. Fake it till you make it, has always been his motto, and it got him and his nephews this far. Yet he wasn't expecting a hurricane from his past to sweep over his structured, ordered life he's worked years to build for him and his boys. It's taken Jake nearly this long to pick up the pieces Henry's abandonment left him with all those years ago. Life has not been easy, and it certainly was no fairytale. But what Jake has achieved, he's done so despite being left to fend for his family. How can Jake allow one of the only two men he's ever loved back into his life? The question is, how can he not? 15,000+ words Includes erotic adult gay themes and descriptions, lots of testosterone and a snippet from two inseparable twin brothers with a sweet tooth.

Twin brothers Brian and Matt Walker went to live with their mother’s brother after the death of their parents at an early age. Brian is still wracked with the guilt he carries around from a young age and sees the world through a distorted lens of self-loathing. When he meets a sexy and interested college-aged guy at the beginning of his senior year of high school, he may have finally found someone who can help him escape his mundane existence. Matt has his life all planned out—he longs for a solid career in journalism after graduating college. But his tenuous hold on family life threatens his dreams of independence, as does the attentions of a closeted new transfer to their school. Can Matt pull away enough from his family to come into his own? And will Brian finally get to grips with his past and allow his twin to chase his own happiness?