I was raised in a house that taught me fear, shame, and obedience under threat. By thirteen I carved pain into my own skin just to feel real. By sixteen I learned to hurt others before they could hurt me. The voices in my head became my only witnesses, and I let them turn me into something unhinged, violent, and unrecognisable. At seventeen, I finally ran not toward freedom, but away from the nightmare of becoming exactly what they created. This is the story of a stolen childhood, a split mind, and a girl who became her own apocalypse. If you step inside these pages, you step inside my head and not every voice you meet will want you to leave. Some scars fade. Some become a language. Some become a home. Author's This narrative is a raw documentation of survival, not a guide to healing. It contains graphic depictions • Severe Childhood Trauma & Abuse • Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) • Explicit Self-Harm (Glass & Cutting) • Suicidality & Ideation • Sexual Violence • Substance Abuse