Sergeant at Arms for a deadly club of drug traffickers doesn’t sound like the ideal job for a nineteen-year-old girl… But Sasha Ashby has never been typical, and she’s waited her entire life to sew a club patch on her leather jacket. Raised on violence and crime as part of Ashby Holler Trucking, while hiding her own dirty little secret, Sasha knows she can handle anything. Now there’s a spot open at the table, and Sasha will do anything to secure it—including betray herself… Her best friend and fellow prospect, Vinny, devises a stupidly brilliant plan—they fake a relationship. It’s a match the club president, who happens to be Sasha’s mother, has longed to see. It’s a good idea, in theory. Vinny knows she’s into girls, and what’s a little sex between friends? The ruse works well, elevating her in line for the coveted position, until Vinny’s older brother Dez gets out of jail and breezes into her seat. There’s something about Dez that Sasha can’t shake… She should hate him. It’s only natural after he snatched away her opportunity of a lifetime. But the instant Dez locks his fierce gaze on her, Sasha’s world turns upside down. In the midst of a war with a rival biker gang, Sasha must figure out what she needs most. Is it the gentle touch of her best friend Vinny, the savage hold of his dangerous brother, or the soft skin of the many women who crawl into the cab of her semi? The timing couldn’t be worse, but the lies, deceit, and death that dwell in Ashby Holler wait for no woman.

Sasha ran, but it wasn’t far enough… Fifteen months have passed since Sasha Ashby left the holler. Now she’s a member of the Lazzari family, the biggest crime syndicate in America. Sasha has a new girlfriend and a new life, and she thinks she’s left her past behind her forever. That is until her old lover Vinny Archer shows up on the streets of the Queens. Now the past has returned to collect its debts… One glimpse of Vinny’s broken stare lures Sasha back to the holler, back to the life she fought so hard to forget. But her troubles didn’t disappear when Sasha did, and when she leaves the Lazzari Family’s protection, every angry mobster, vengeful federal agent, and deranged family member has an open target. When you have nothing left to lose, you can either lie down and die, or you can kill those who took it from you… The trip back home leaves Sasha broken, both mentally and physically, and ignites the strongest burn of vengeance in her chest. Driven by fury, Sasha dives headfirst into a massacre. But the ones responsible for her pain may not be the ones she thinks. Blinded by blood and tears, Sasha can’t see the pit of darkness she’s plunging into until it’s too late.

All Sasha Ashby has left are her nightmares… Mob battles leave scars. Sasha’s club is in ruins and her sanity shattered. The arms of another woman—a stripper just as broken as she is—bring her solace, as does the heroin that dulls the pain. When pain is so raw, you’ll do anything to numb it… Friends, family, even your own safety take a back seat. As Sasha spirals toward rock bottom, one man she loves abandons her to save himself, while the other betrays himself to save her. Sasha’s struggles deepen when the man she has sworn to kill comes to her with a proposition she can’t ignore… …and a chance to find all the missing pieces.