Part of Series
★This is the follow up to RBMC NYC Royally Malevolent This is a dark, MC, billionaire, BeeDSM story with deep psychological themes. As with all my work, proceed carefully. Check your stop signs. Know that you might be uncomfortable, and I'll be there with cookies at the end. This is more in the character arc for The Bishop. IYKYK if you don't, don't start here. Some of the deepest love doesn't come from the heart, but the mind of a beautiful psychopath. It's been six months since I learned to give consideration to the chemicals and hormones of love—oxytocin, dopamine, adrenaline, testosterone, and all the rest. I know they'll run out, if I even have them at all. I need to find a way to keep making her feel what I never will—my love. Only then, will I believe it's logical to keep her to myself. When I started seeing kink friendly psychiatrist Dr. M. N. Vaughn. I thought it would be the perfect working relationship. Then, the tempting doctor's need to find out about me became more important than my desires as a client. My Christmas gift was supposed to be learning to mimic love, but it became more than I bargained for. I simply needed to find out who I was supposed to be in a relationship. Could I still be a killer—the fixer for the clubs? Can my sadism co-exist with feelings of love? Can I still conquer any woman I choose? Or do I have to choose only one? When the doctor continually tried to entice me, I learned how adept I can be at choosing. Little did I know, there were ulterior motives behind our work. Not only did she try to feed her own desires, but the doctor was in bed with the Bloody Scorpions MC—the rival of The Royal Ba$tards. It was never supposed to be about me. It was meant to be about the rules of the game of love. The doctor was playing a different game and now there will be a price to pay.
Author
I write raw, gritty, and flawed characters who ultimately find, perfection is not a prerequisite. Our flaws are what make us unique and some flaws compliment each other better than others. About B.B. Blaque I’m a dark author . . . I won’t call the dark stuff romance in the least, but there is much erotica and SUPER MIND F**KERY. I’ve even been told recently there’s a big helping of horror. My other books do have a lot of romance and HEA, just not the Beautiful Evil or Sawree Duet) I live the BDSM lifestyle (as a submissive/slave) and have for many years, so when I write it comes from knowledge of the subject matter. My dark stuff is NOT BDSM (except for Beautiful Evil the Master and The Masters M.C. #2 Beautiful Insanity.) I’ve also been involved, in some way, with bikers, and motorcycle clubs since I was a teenager. What I write doesn’t come from research; it comes from living the lifestyles and writing what I know. That being said, I also love psychology, the darkness of people’s minds, serial killer profiles, and horror. I write monsters who are real men—which to me are much more frightening because they could be anyone you know. I love BDSM (Male dominant/female submissive.) There's something that just feels so right about a man wearing the pants (especially when he wears them well and fills them nicely.) I am interested in the psychological aspects of relationships in general and especially when there is a power-exchange dynamic. My world would stopping revolving if not for heavy rock music (and the wonderfully talented people who make it.) Music and it's makers will definitely be strongly visible in my work. I listen, I remember...I listen, I'm inspired...to write...to love...to f**k...to live.
