Sometimes, finding the will to live became the hardest part of life. We go and do, but are we living? I have not been. I know this. After a series of terrible events, I let myself check out. I had a list to finish. Loose ends to tie. But that was it. Those things kept me going. In my survival mode, I moved through it. I excelled at what I needed to do, in order to get me to my final destination. But, one issue blindsided me. A person I never thought I’d see again. What happens when I come face to face with a familiar face from my past? Lime green eyes that held my attention as he held my body, now haunted me. He made it his mission to punish me for things I didn’t understand. In his classroom, I became his target. There’s a funny thing about going numb. You never fully remain in that isolation. No matter how lost your soul feels, there are things that make you feel again. Little things come, that trigger you into falling head-first into the past. Memories never erase permanently. We’re left with the shattered pieces of who we were. Neither of us were the same. The two kids who fell in love, were gone. Too much happened during our time away. I’m Logan Dae. A cancer survivor. A girl who tried to blend in after life spat her out. Too bad Alec Teal wanted me to break even more. Second chances might be written beautifully, but ours festered too much hate. One of us was sure to burn up under the tension. The other would light the match to do it. The only thing keeping me stable was my other professor. How would the tables turn when all the secrets came out? Professor Cole wanted to learn them all. How would he feel about my tormentor after he learned? WARNING: Mature content for readers 18+. This story follows a girl with suicidal thoughts and ideas. There are triggers for bullying, as the title suggests. Chapter 16 has a M/M scene. The chapters in the past view are labeled 5 years ago... If it's not labeled, it's back to the present.

They ruined me. He lit my world ablaze because he found out my other secret. A secret neither man saw coming. Alec Teal stripped me of my dreams. Professor Cole watched as he did. My old life burned right before my eyes. My hopes, my dreams. They simmered away with the ash. Though, as I touched the bump on my belly, I knew this new purpose helped me rise from the ashes. My life changed directions, but I knew this path would offer me more. I wasn’t okay. I wouldn’t be over night. I just knew I needed to try. Another life hung in the balance of my own. I just feared what would happen when they found out. I couldn’t keep it a secret forever, but I also needed to help myself first. A new dawn came, one for healing. WARNING: Mature content for readers 18+. This story follows a girl with suicidal thoughts and ideas. There are triggers for bullying, as the title suggests. Chapter 19 has a M/M scene. The chapters in the past view are labeled 5 years ago... If it's not labeled, it's back to the present.