This is the first of the stand-alone extremely erotic novellas exposing the life of a male Erotica author. **WARNING** DO NOT attempt the scenes depicted in this novella. Shawn Fairfield is an erotica author who had always used his wife as the sexual inspiration for his novels. Be it a dark erotica or something a little softer, he had always felt the need to make the sexual scenes 'accurate'. After the death of his wife, he became a recluse. After over a year, when he finally ventured from his home, he met a very unlikely woman who was willing to act as his muse. Cheryl Baker is a religious woman who comes from a very strict and religious background. She admits to Shawn, after they meet the first time, that she enjoys reading erotic novels. She is immediately drawn to the author, and is intrigued by his writings, and his personality. She agrees to have a sexual relationship with the author, acting as his inspiration and muse. There's only one problem - she has no idea of what type of book Shawn was working on when his wife died. Calling the unfinished novel ‘dark’ doesn't quite do it justice. And Shawn is determined to finish it, using Cheryl as his muse. This novella is extremely, and I do mean extremely, erotic. There are many scenes of role play, some of which are nonconsensual. Additionally, some of the sexual scenes are of a very explicit nature, and depict acts that should NOT be experienced by the reader in real life, and only enjoyed as entertainment through reading this book. Please, proceed with caution. Includes MM, MMF, MMMF, MMMMF, FF, and NOCONSENTUAL SEX scenes. Additionally, this novella includes scenes of asphyxiation and should not be considered anything the reader should experience, only read for entertainment value.