When Tessa Walker stumbles upon a beat-up lump of muscle in a dark alley, against her better judgement she doesn’t walk away. The obnoxious, foul mouthed, jackass does nothing but piss her off from the get go. It’s not until she cleans up some of the blood and shit from his face while he’s sparked out, that she realises he’s a blast from her past. ‘Jack Deacon, cock of the school, every girl’s wet dream and utter arsehole. He was the most arrogant git all the way through high school, so full of himself he was overflowing, but for some reason everybody loved him. I was no exception.’ ‘He was my secret crush, the one that I compared every other guy to. Nobody ever came anywhere near. Yet here he is, right in front of me, and he doesn’t have a clue.’ “What’s your story?” After leaving the army, Jack Deacon’s life has gone from shit to bone. Running up debts from gambling, owing money to the wrong people. All in an attempt to dampen down the continuous re-run of events in his head, and the feelings of guilt in his gut. When he wakes up battered and bruised on some chick’s sofa, he knows exactly who she is. ‘Tessa Walker, the specky geek with the bright sparkling eyes the colour of cognac and the most spectacular tits. Oh how I’d fantasised about those tits, taking one in each hand and burying my face right in the middle of them. Many a night I’d wanked with that vision in my head.’ ‘I bet she’s wondering what this is all about. It’s none of her business, I ain’t telling her shit.’ But hell! This is just the beginning… Warning: Contains bad language, violence and some explicit sex scenes and is unsuitable for people under the age of 18 years. Some subjects touched on in this fictional story are of a sensitive nature and may contain triggers (sexual assault/child abuse/prostitution/trafficking/PTSD and Military issues).

Tomek I’m a soldier, but not in the way you might think. I work for a man who people akin to the devil. My orders? Anything from inflicting a hard beating, to torture that will undoubtably lead to a painful death. Failing is not an option and I learnt years ago to keep my thoughts and emotions to myself. Do I choose to live this life? The question is irrelevant, because from being a small boy living in Poland, to where I am now in England, this is all I have ever known. Then she changed everything. Allie Most people think I’m a tart, an easy girl. Pfft! So what, who cares that I’m a sucker for a one night stand. It’s just sex for god sake and I always make sure they bag it before they get lucky. It's just no strings, emotionless screwing. Foreplay? Sod that. Orgasms? I can sort my own out thank you very much. Boyfriends, romance, happy families? What a crock of shit. Sure, I believed in all that fairy tale bullshit as a kid, but then my adolescent dreams got ripped apart. Will things ever be different? Probably not, but that’s life and generally… it sucks. If someone walks into your life when you least expect it, changing your whole perspective, despite the inevitable risk. Would you take the chance, when potentially they could end up being your saviour? But then again... who exactly is saving who? WARNING +18 Contains sex, Kick A\\ character with a potty mouth, adult themes and possible triggers.