Michael: Being the token gay kid in the school was never gonna be an easy ride, I mistakenly thought my best friend Jared would be there for me through thick and thin. I never expected him to become the high school bully that made me hate who I am. One thing's for sure, Jared Collins had my heart, before he broke it in two, I'll never make that mistake again Jared: I can't get him out of my head. Michael Irwin was a temptation that I could not let myself give into. When you're parents are leaders of the church, being openly gay is never going to happen. Once high school is over and I'm out on my own, all bets are off. Michael Irwin is may not realise it yet, but he's mine.